Tuesday, February 13, 2007

It's not sexual

It's not
sexual
they say.
It's just
that it
seems that
you're so
you're so
easy to
talk to?

black eyes
fish lips
sick of
dumb chicks.

Hot mouths
talking,
they say
sobbing
sister
sister
there's no
stopping
these mind
wanderings.

2 comments:

  1. wanderings:
    these mind stopping
    there's no sister, sister
    sobbing they say
    talking, hot, mouths.

    dumb chicks, sick of fish
    lips, black eyes.

    talk to,
    easy to?
    youre so
    youre so.
    seems that,
    that it,
    it's just..
    they say:sexual.
    It's not.

    thats right...i went all loren on yo' ass

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  2. Wow dudes. I'm all excited and I just can't hide it because I just did the same thing (pretty much) to one of mine. Here's the original:

    On Veterans Days I try
    to peel back your lids, to see
    where you crouched
    in your foxhole, eating
    mud and wanting
    your hands among
    the flounce of mortars.

    Do you know this awful welling
    when you see the world or
    did it bleed from you that day?
    When I drink wine I feel your
    steel in my guts, warming
    like a rod, spun by sadness.

    But in July your eyes are too heavy
    to bring home. Boot dust
    from a distant star quakes gently
    in their fleece. I'm sleeping for us now.
    The dreams used to be spirals
    but now they're peculiar and
    nothing to be proud of.


    And here it is, backwards, almost word by word w/new commas:

    of proud to be nothing and peculiar
    they're but spirals
    used dreams the now for us sleeping

    I'm distant there in gentle quakes
    star distant
    from dust boot home
    a bring to heavy
    too are eyes
    your July but in sadness

    by spun rod a like warming gut
    my in-steel your feel I wine
    drink I when day that your from bleeds

    it did or the world did

    see you when welling awful this
    know you do mortars of flounce

    the among hands
    your wanting and mud
    eating foxhole, your in crouched you
    where see to lids
    your back, peel to try I

    days
    veterans
    on

    That's still pretty rough, but this is probably one of my favorite new techniques for reshuffling the old deck, as I'm finding my deck old-seeming these days. Anyway, the coolest thing abotu these (to me) is the sense these poems make on the other side of the mirror, a sense that is more exciting and larger. Mine needs some work...but I think your poem slides down like water, looking like this. I mean, the short lines really hook it up, and the backwards repetition has, for some reason, more urgency for me. OK, enough. I'm gonna go work on mine.

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